49 years life is not easy, mom

April 04 2012. Happy Birthday my supermom, my hero, my tranquilizers heart, my place for tears, my everything that I search, everything that I want. 49 isn't young anymore but you still looks ageless, I'm proudly to be the your child. Tears are hold, you keep calm when there's fray by me and I didn't realize that it hurts you more than I feel. A sweet moments we spend together immortal in my heart but time just can't solve it. 'I LOVE YOU' can't describe my real feel, yes my love can't just explained in words. If there are many present I give to you, I didn't want 'thank you', I just want to see you smile and happy when you need a thing and I can give you. But then I realize that your happiness can't be bought only with the things, something that you want me to do to make you proud of me and make you happy is.. see me be what you want, see me be the person who already succeessful and all you want just can't materialized now. I remember when you said: "There's nothing make me smile except look at my child be what I want, cause its make me feel succeed to educate you." I know you're not forever with me and I can't forever see your beauty face, I wanna be what you want and I try be my best to make you proud of me before you leave me. Seriously, I'm not 100% ready if you're leave me now or tomorrow, so I didn't waste my time and your tears. Trying be the best for you, yes just for my mom, although your kindness will never shortchanged but I want be avenge all your kindness. 


I hope you do not give up with the mischief which I frequently do, I'm always there beside you and will not leave the mother. Our family will always love you forever

This only can I give you mom

Happy Birthday Mom, We Love You!♥:*